(Sad Eyes)
My life is stripped away
Revealing a child in terror
Abandoned early
Deeply scarred
A cell of pain forever
A thousand thoughts every night
Crawling into every vestige
Destroying
Corrupting
Everyday
Dysregulation
Mind out of control
A thousand thoughts
All the time
I can't sleep
I so need to sleep
Turn off
I wish I could turn it off
Just let me sleep
Hell is where I reside
You're only a visitor
The pain in my eyes
Hides a thousand fears
I hope you don't see
The pain inducing tears
I make this journey
I don't know why
To fulfil others needs
Why do I try?
Another day, another trip
I've no desire to roam
I just want to be home
Awaken now
The person inside, you used to know
It does not exist
That voice that's been silenced
So hard when you're alone
One more day
One more lie
Pretending
And I still remember
They pretend
(Pretending)
To love you
They pretend to care
Pretending
They forgot why
Why
Maybe
Nightmare
Maybe
The nightmare
But you know what I mean
Maybe
I'm curious
Some say we're undeserving
Probably
Is there mercy?
For those who strive so hard
From the suffering
The suffering
I said goodbye to you
What was that feeling I knew
Whose dream has become his nightmare
Nightmare
And begs to scream
Scream
Run
Anywhere
Scream
Dive into the unknown
Don't let them tell you have to change
A heartbeat starts out
And still winds up right back there
Numb to the bone
And growing old just shows the truth
We turn our heads around
The heartless
Words get in the way
It's cost
Definitely
Freedom is never free
Definitely
Dive into the unknown
People always talk shit
But I never listen
All the things you think is wrong with you
Is just the doorway to the discovery of your strength
Fight
Too much time to waste for this life I've made
The whole point of being is
There is no point to being
Forever, upside down
The nothingness is safe
Stuck here in purgatory
There is no point to being
Don't look back
The nothingness is safe
Glory
An enhanced capacity to respond to suggestion
Freedom is a choice
And yet so many choose not to be
I'm a free man
I can think for myself
They say we're crazy
Call us freaks
I want peace
I want to feel calm
I want to feel safe
But have you ever thought
What if this was all a dream?
The suffering
Deep into the silent nothingness
Now it's time for war
(Money)
Is that All?
Broken Mind
It's all in my mind
Is this all I have to say?
Goodbye
So long ago
Before it all fell apart
Before the truth I knew
An uncertain future
Without the knowledge of the past
Desperation, fills the air
When you could feel
But you cannot undo
Why are we here?
We say things like follow your heart
(There is a meaning)
Believe in yourself
(There is a meaning)
Crowd of people gather
Preaching the evils
Hypocrisy
With no regard
Because you feel a little strange
So long as they don't ask to much
And if there is no tomorrow
Then all of this is untrue
We say things like follow your heart
(There is a meaning)
Believe in yourself
(There is a meaning)
We're the unwanted mistake
When your suits of bones is rubbed clean
When your soul is at rest
We live to dream a brand new dream
And turn it all around
How will you tell?
Because good things don't come
Silence awaits you in a bitter heart of darkness
You're lost again
You've lost your friend
Now no longer seen
We say things like follow your heart
(There is a meaning)
Believe in yourself
(There is a meaning)
Ten years later
He lives for tomorrow
And is not concerned with today
Like the freedom to exist
That inner peace
It still eludes me
These days they start to blend together
These days they start to change
My god how we've changed
But I know
We say things like follow your heart
(There is a meaning)
Believe in yourself
(There is a meaning)