(Sad Eyes)
My life is stripped away
Revealing a child in terror
Abandoned early
Deeply scarred
A cell of pain forever
A thousand thoughts every night
Crawling into every vestige
Destroying
Corrupting
Everyday
Dysregulation
Mind out of control
A thousand thoughts
All the time
I can't sleep
I so need to sleep
Turn off
I wish I could turn it off
Just let me sleep
Hell is where I reside
You're only a visitor
The pain in my eyes
Hides a thousand fears
I hope you don't see
The pain inducing tears
I make this journey
I don't know why
To fulfil others needs
Why do I try?
Another day, another trip
I've no desire to roam
I just want to be home